Inner Thoughts.

Last night, I sat down and put pen to paper for the first time in a very long time. I had no idea what I was going to write about, I just wanted to write. All I did was write thoughts as they came to my mind, so there was no real rhyme or rythme. I'm going to share with you the result.

My name is Peter Corrigan. I am turning 23 in 11 days. I am a runner. When I first meet someone I am all about them. I become infatuated. I need and want to learn as much about that person as possible. I get satisfaction out of knowing someone is opening up to me. I'll do anything in order to gain their trust so they will tell me more about themselves. I don't know why I get satisfaction from it. Maybe it's some sort of confidence boost for me. Subconsciously I need that prove to myself they like me more than anyone else, that they are more comfortable with me than anyone else. I feel like I have a victory over other people in their lives. I think once I've gained that trust and achieved that victory I start to take that person for granted. All the tings I did previously to get them comfortable with me, all the infatuation goes away. I stop giving compliments, I stop researching topics that relate to them and things in their lives. I feel like I reach a point where I feel that person is so comfortable with me and they've opened up and become so vulnerable that even if I stop doing the small things they'l stick around. Even though circumstances have played a big role in the ending of my last two relationships, I know this has happened in both and is a huge factor as well. Maybe this happens because I get bored. I need to find people who challenge me. Who don't let me get away with some of the bullshit that I often try to pull on people. I am a swindler, I can talk to people and manipulate them pretty well. I need to search out people who can see through that and call me on it. I think I also need to figure out who I am. I think I had a good idea of who I am a few years ago after I broke up with my ex and got through my depression. I came out really strong and with a strong sense of self. I was totally comfortable being Peter. I didn't need to be surrounded by people or always have the T.V. on. I was perfectly happy hanging out in my own head. I need to get back to that state of mind. I am going to start doing sun salutations in the morning again. Start the day off with a solid amount of time in my own head and body. I am going to set aside and spend more time in the evening doing self treatment and just laying on the roller in silence. I need to sit down and make a rough schedule for my daily life, at least solid times for the things I know I need and want to do and then fit things in around those. I have big dreams for my life. Very big and clear dreams, I need to focus on me and really get things in order if I want to achieve them. No time like the present, it's time to get down to business. I am Peter Corrigan. I am turning 23 in 11 days. I am a runner. I am working towards being proud of myself.

As I said, thats exactly what I wrote, no editing. Thoughts to words. I debated for the entire day whether to post this because it's making me feel pretty vulnerable, but let me know what you guys think. Would you like to see more posts like this?

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Update since the Race

I haven't put a recap of the race or anything up yet because as soon as I got home from the race I got pretty sick and didn't really do too much of anything. So here it goes now...

I'm content with the race, not particularly happy nor disappointed. I wanted to go out and churn out 68's and hoped to run around 14:10 or so. I went into the race blind in almost every way, other than the literal meaning, I still had my eyesight. The University of Washington often doesn't put seed times on their heat sheets because they want to avoid people whining about which heat they get accepted into and trying to switch. So I had no idea how fast the guys in my heat were. Turns out I had the fastest seed, which would have been nice to know just to have the mental victory over everyone leading into it. I also had no idea what type of shape I was in. Since I had a little hiccup in training leading into the race I had missed a few workouts. I had really only done one 1500m workout and about half of a 5000m workout before the race.

Holding onto 68's and running 14:10 didn't happen. Instead we went out and I got spit into the lead, but really didn't want to front run a 5k and kind of put the breaks on. Finally someone took the lead, but we still only went out in about 70 or 71. Soon we settled into 69's, which felt really comfortable. After about 1500m I guess they decided they didn't want to run 69's anymore and I decided I wasn't going to keep messing around and just stayed at 69. I was then on my own for roughly the next 3k hitting 69/70 easily and comfortably. With about 2 laps (approx. 600m at the Dempsey) the rest of the pack caught up. As soon as they did I just tagged on to them without much effort. With just over a lap to go (300m) a guy from BYU made a fairly solid move. I didn't think he had it in him to hold it and figured he'd come back... He didn't. I was able pass every one again, except the BYU kid and felt strong in my last lap. Just at the line someone out-leaned me and I ended up 3rd in 14:26.

I learned a few good things from the race and came to a few realisations. Firstly, I need to not worry about the seeds times and start going into races assuming I have the fastest seed. Secondly, never assume the guy is going to come back. Third, not that I ever really doubt my training, but I just have to trust my training and know that my coach wouldn't let me go into a race if I wasn't ready to run well. I also realised that in the early season I often times don't have the "fight" in the last bit of races that I need.

All in all it was a positive experience and I'm really glad I did it. Minus the fact I became ill afterwards. I took last week pretty well entirely off only running 3 or 4 times. I am now all better and getting back into the swing of things. I was having a few issues and say both our massage therapist Garfield Crooks on Friday and Wynn yesterday for treatment. Turns out I had a lot of weird things going on. Garfield told me he had never felt anyone have a gluteus medius as tight as mine was. He couldn't break the muscle apart with his hands or elbow, so instead he had me lay on the ground and was getting the heel of his foot into it. Then yesterday Wynn found a plethora of problems in my middle body ranging from my hips to my intestines, glutes, everything. After the race I could feel my right glute was really tight and my leg would go pins and needles randomly through the day and if I tried to run. After treatment with Wynn yesterday I feel way better. He figures that my intestines were all fouled up and they were pulling on my hip and taking me out of alignment. I've since started to putting the myofascial release ball in my stomach for 30+mins at a time and got onto some anti-inflammatories and a pro-biotic to try and sort things out.

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15,000

Ooooh dang, my webpage has hit 15,000 views! That's huge and exciting. Just wanted to say a quick thank-you to everyone who follows me and my supporters.

I'm really looking forward to tonight and getting after it in this 5000m. This nice little surprise will definitely help.

Flotrack Husky Classic

The time has come, my 2012 debut.

I am currently rushing to type out this post as I'm heading to the airport for flight #1 of 2012 to Seattle for race #1 of 2012.

There will be live coverage on Flotrack, which you can find HERE. And the schedule is HERE. Unfortunately my race won't be live. Hopefully they'll have it up shortly afterwards. The 5k's start at 7:30PST, I'm in heat 2, so I'll probably be going around 7:50 or so.

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My Four Cents.

After my last post, I started talking with some of my training partners and friends about some of the things I said, as well as some things other athletes have blogged about. Naturally, tons of ideas started flowing. I'm just going to talk about a couple of the ideas we got most in depth about. I'm pretty much going to focus on two things; One, I'm going to throw out a few more ideas of how Track could possibly be bettered marketed/televised. And two, an entirely new way to structure Track and Field to possibly make it something people want to follow and more spectator friendly.

As I said in my previous blog, the marketing of Track could be way better. Some of the things that came up in talking with people were simple things to add that just made watching Track a little more exciting and give more things to the spectators to pay attention to and follow. It would be really cool to get the athletes "mic'ed up" so to speak. Again, it's as simple as looking at sports that are already BIG in the world and taking some things from them. I think throwing some microphones on athletes, like they sometimes do in Hockey or American Football, to actually hear the race would really add a new aspect to viewing track that has never been done before. While we're at it, why not take some notes from Soccer and throw a heart rate monitor on them, or put a chip in their spikes that counts how many steps their taking? Adding these things would add such a neat element.

Little things like that would add huge elements to T.V. viewing. I love to watch Track on T.V. however, to someone who doesn't really know much about the sport, I can see how it would be quite boring. For one, the commentators often don't really know what they are talking about. Giving these stats to the commentators they could easy look at the information and analys the race a little more, without necessarily knowing more about the sport. With the chips in the shoes you could easily give stats like how fast Bolt got from 0-20mph, exactly how many steps he took to cover 100m. With the chips, and probably with the heart rate monitors as well, you could look at each 50m/100m/200m/1000m interval of a 1500m or 5000m race and see the exact spot where the pace slowed down and picked back up, or where the final move was made. Plus, it would give the weekend warrior a chance to compare their information from their beloved Garmin to the stats from the elite athletes.

Truthfully, I don't know much about Soccer. Having a British roommate, I have started to learn a little more. Even with the limited knowledge I do have, watching Soccer is really entertaining because they have all these little gadgets. Hell, even NASCAR hooks the drivers up and gives you their vital stats. It just gives people something to relate and compare to between each athlete and race. Another example of this is the Tour de France, they have those guys linked up to everything!

Speaking of giving spectators something to relate to and compare between athletes and races, Track really isn't making that easy at the moment. Even if a Diamond League event happens to be aired on television, it's impossible to really follow anything because the next time it airs NONE of the same athletes are competing. It makes it really hard for spectators to get involved, follow their favourite athlete, or compare them head to head.

A way we thought to fix this, again kind of stolen from Soccer, is implementing some sort of a league system. The way we imagined it working is splitting athletes up into divisions; div.1, div.2, div.3, and so on. Div.1 would be the best of the best, div.2 and lower would be the up and comers. One of the con's of this system would be that whichever division an athlete is designated to, is the only the division the athlete could race in. To make sure an athlete isn't stuck in a division they are too good for, there would be some sort if point system. In each league race you'd earn certain amount of points for placing and maybe a couple times a year there is an evaluation and the top 3 or 5 athletes in each division get to move up and the bottom 3 or 5 get moved down. That way there are always the incentive to move up into higher divisions and an even bigger one to stay in the top.

Now, I'll admit, there would be some pro's and con's. The biggest being the previously stated fact that athletes are somewhat stuck in a division until an evaluation comes along. However, drastic changes will have to be made if we want our sport the thrive. Even though it might be a slight con for athletes, I think it would be a HUGE pro for spectators. Doing something like this format would really give people something to pay attention to and follow. They'll be able to check in after each race to see the point totals, get excited if their favourite athlete is getting close to being moved up, get nervous if that athlete might get moved down.

There are also some pro's for athletes. It would open up a whole new set of records, like "div.2 record." It would set up some new championship races where athletes can add "Div.2 champion" to their running resume. It would also give the opportunity to have things like dual meets, where the top athletes from Div.2 in North America go up against the top from Europe. Again, some more exciting races for the athletes, as well as giving spectators more races to follow. Everyone likes to see USA beat Canada, or England beat France.

It would also put a whole new spin on the sponsorship side of things. I think in a format such as this it would really make it easy for sponsors to really see who the up and comers are, see who is able to perform under pressure and that sort of thing. Right now it just seems agents approach sponsors with an athlete who has maybe had one really great race or season, saying they have the next best runner and the company, for the most part, just has to believe it and hope for the best. In the league system there would be a lot more racing and sponsors would be able to more easily see who performs consistently.

One last thing that was talked about was making the track more like a horse track. If people were able to put money down on the athletes, I can guarantee they'd want to follow the sport more. Being able to bet on a particular person to win the race, putting money down on the time they'll run, betting on the top three. Really when you think of it, there are endless things people could bet on. Realistically, horse racing isn't all that exciting, but people keep going weekend after weekend to place money on them. Not only would it bring spectators, but a great opportunity for revenue as well.

Getting out there and clocking countless miles with my training partners and having the great chats that come along with it, is one of my most favourite things to do. I will be sure to share any further ideas that come up in our miles.

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My Two Cents

I'm just sitting here shortly after reading Scotty Bauh's blog "Why isn't the Track Season more like the Tennis Season" and watching The Winter X-Games. Not only does every athlete in these games have multiple sponsors, but the event itself does! Just on their bibs they have America's Navy, Casio, JEEP (for the 10th year), they also have EA Sports as a main sponsor. Obviously the reason these big sponsor are getting involved is because of the exposure they are getting from the live spectators and even more from the TV spectators. Pretty much every commercial I am seeing is for one of these 4 companies.

As I type this they just switched from being aired on EPSN to having special coverage on ABC. Now, granted this stuff is probably a little more exciting to watch to the general public, regardless the marketing is way better. People in the X-Games are known and they are made known by the advertisements and marketing. Google "Shaun White Commercials" and 6 different commercials for a couple different things pop up right away; HP computers, Target, Oakley, his OWN VIDEOGAME! Another really cool thing I saw they are doing is as they are introducing an athlete on the screen is their Twitter name. Just another easy way to get the athlete's names out there. I also think Redbull is doing a great job in the "extreme sport" world. I'm excited to see what they will do as they are slowly working their way into our sport sponsoring people like Lolo Jones and Trey Hardee among many others.

I like, agree, and have previously thought about what Scotty says in his blog. The big names don't compete enough and there are no REAL rivalries. Whenever track is aired on TV the commentators always talk about some of the rivalries, which in my opinion are more theoretical than anything, like Bolt v. Gay v. Powell. As Scotty says, they never really race each other and in fact seemingly TRY to avoid going head to head. The IAAF did try to promote more head to head competitions with the change over from Golden League to Diamond League. However, even with the inception of the Diamond League some of the bigger names still managed to avoid each other. That is where the IAAF, USATF, Athletics Canada, or who ever needs to get more involved in some of these meets and, in a way, make athletes race each other. I couldn't believe when I saw Defar and Dibaba at the same meet but running different distances that are only 200m apart. In an event like that, someone needs to step in and just say, "No, you two are racing each other, decide if you want the 2mile or the 3000m." Yohan Blake and Usain Bolt should not have been in different races at the Diamond League final in Brussels last year.

Side note, while doing some research and looking on the Diamond League website, they need a new website! I want to go through all the results and see how many times big names actually went head to head last year, but I can't be bothered to spend the amount of time it would take. That must be the slowest website on the Internet.

Long story short, our sport could use some improvement.

Anyway, that's my little rant there. Other than that things are are going good as far as training is concerned. I had a little hiccup over the last couple weeks with my Achilles. It was really weird, I was fine one day, ran like 18miles and then the next day could hardly walk. I took a few days off and tried running again and went straight back to square one. I got in and had some massage from Garfield Crooks and some treatment from Wynn, took another 5 days off and then as quickly as it came on it disappeared. I am back to running full on and doing workouts. I think it was a bit of a blessing in disguise. As annoying as it was to miss out on some workouts and what not, I was starting to feel a little run down and I think the rest was a good thing.

Just heading into an intensity week, which is my last hard week before a nice recovery week and then heading out to Seattle for my first race of the year! WHOO DEBUT! Although it's an indoor 5k, so... maybe just lowercase whoo. I'm just kidding, I'm really excited to get out there and mix it up. I'm most interested in seeing where my fitness is at. I have been having good workouts, I'm hoping the race will go the same way the workouts have.

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Shiny Side Up!

Well, here we are months down the road and I've gone against my word yet again!

Christmas was a really fun time. I went to Iowa with Amy to spend Christmas with her family. It was a great time. Her family is a farming family and lives basically in the middle of no-where. When say farming, I mean legit farming. The same farm has been in the family for generations and looks as though it will continue that way. It was really cool to step out of the city and go somewhere much more laid back and my style. Plus got to ride in a tractor to feed cows and cruise around on a 4-wheeler, so how could it be a bad time??

Arriving back in Scottsdale it was go time. Everyone got into town in time for our first workout on Jan 3. It was really great to see everyone again, plus a few new faces as well.

As far as "go time" is concerned, I was having great success until about a week ago. I was very pleased with how my sessions were going. I was/am miles ahead of where I was last year at this time. And then out of no where, my achilles starts acting up. I have never in my time running had a issue with my achilles. I still haven't fully sorted out what the issue is. I'm hoping within a couple days to pin-point it and get it sorted out as I have resgistered for and booked flights to the Husky Invite in Seattle on Feb 10.

Here is to hoping! To quote my good friend Sean Van Der Lee, I just need to keep the shiny side up.